I am so glad my sister is coming back this Sunday. Two and a half months really passed by like a flash and yeah, thats how long I have been vegetating at home. Anyway, the bigger news is that SPM results will be out this coming Monday!

It was 5 years ago when I sat in the car, hands sweating and heart in atrial fibrillation. Mom's voice was quite distant even though I sat next to her and I could hear nothing but my heart beat. I actually thought I would have collapsed climbing up the stair case to school.

Then, I was there, facing Miss Shahrini and she looked at me, I looked at her. "Are you ok?", "You look a bit green". I didn't say anything because I was just concentrating on breathing. Then she says, "Okay, lets do it". She shuffles through a stack of papers and that was the longest 10 seconds of my entire life. Taking out the paper, this was what she said. "Suet May!!! What happened to you!"

'Whishhhh' My two idiot guy buddies were behind me all the time and I didn't know it. Before I could even look at my slip, they whisked it out of my hands, dashed into the field, stared at it then stared at me and started screaming like sakais in the field.

Miss Shahrini then said,"You did so bloody well! But how dare you get an A2 for my 1119?!!!!" She was my English teacher you see and yeah, so I actually didn't know what my results were except for 1119. The end of the story was I finally summoned enough guts to join the two sakais in the middle of the field and peek at results I knew was not by my own doing but by the grace of a God that loves me.

Wow! Typing this actually gave me sweaty palms and tachycardia. Enough being said, I just thank God for keeping my sister safe during NS and giving me 5 more months to be a better daughter and sister.